ETERNAL FANTASY

blind once, but everything's so clear after then..

2010-10-30T22:53:00.000-07:00

I had a dream just now, I dreamt that I went blind..the whole world is filled with nothing but darkness, and so is the life....there's nothing left around you except than desperation, it's the real end of everything...being alive is no difference from being dead....

But, once I woke up, I felt like it's a brand new start, people might think that why I'm getting so serious about this, it just a dream you might say =S but it's not just a mere dream to me, it's a big wake-up call to me...because I have never seen things so clear before in my life at the moment i woke up..and i don't refer to the mere sense of vision, what I mean is how you see things around you....People won't be able to fully understand the word "blissful" no matter how good they claimed that they understand, until they ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED it themselves and learnt that "blissful" is never taken for granted.....After the dream, i suddenly felt that there are many things I have yet to accomplish in my life, so I wish to fly higher to different places to experience things I have always wanted to do....

The reason I wrote this down in my blog is to remind myself not to forget about this experience....don't take life for granted.....live your life to the fullest like there's no tomorrow....

pain

2010-08-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

Please, this is not the right time for me to rest, I still have a lot to keep up for the preparation of the dance concert...I must force myself through no matter how...it's always a bless for me seeing the ppl improving as they progress, so I must not fall down now....I must make the concert a successful event to prove that everyone can dance as long as they have the interests....it's an art of body language, and I hope everyone can understand the joy......

tired

2010-08-16T04:17:00.000-07:00

I tried my best, but who sees it? no one, unless i tell people that i did it, what a world that i'm surviving in.....

a very happening night

2010-07-17T22:22:00.001-07:00

Good morning world, just woke up and I still feel a bit tiring >.< my face seems as if it's not mine anymore with all those heavy make up last night =S I just don't understand why woman can go through all those hazzle in making up and that's still not the worst part, the worst part is removing those make up =.= Somemore it makes the face feels so tiring =S Anyhow it's a new day and just it's my turn to clean the toilet! (supposed to be done on saturday but I got some important business outside that day so decided to clean on sunday) But guess what? Andrew already cleaned it for me on Saturday >.< haha thanks ya~ think i hafta move my turn to the nxt week dy =S Now i'm rotting myself in the library =S suppose to rush for portfolio but no mood >.< Sem 5 is really a good sem i would say hahaa~

It's gonna be me

2010-07-05T09:47:00.001-07:00

Song of the day

[Justin:]
You might've been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You've seen them all come and go, oh..
I remember you told me
That it made you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that's why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally,
Get to love somebody
Guess what,
It's gonna be me..

[JC:]
You've got no choice, babe
I've got to move on, and you know
There ain't no time to waste
You're just too blind (too blind), too see
But in the end, ya know it's gonna be me
You can't deny
So just tell me why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (somebody)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me

[Lance:] It's gonna be me
[Justin:] Oh yeahhhhh...

[Justin:]
There comes a day
When I'll be the one, you'll see..
It's gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna

[Justin:] It's gonna be me

All that I do
Is not enough for you
Don't wanna lose it
But I'm not like that
When finally (finally)
You get to love
Guess what (guess what)

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you (for you babe)
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (love..)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me

Every little thing I do (ohh...)
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally (baby when you finally)
Get to love somebody
Guess what (guess what)

[Justin:] It's gonna be me..

say or not

2010-07-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

人在做天在看，多说无益，无需狡辩，好自为自吧~

football

2010-07-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

Just watched the first football match in my life last night, which totalled up to 90 minutes, and sadly i still don't find the interests of watching it =S In fact, im anti-football since small, which is kinda normal for kids grown up in Brunei..Although im not so extreme as before but still i don't rili understand the joy of watching it =S Nevertheless, I still have to join the first ever football match in my life on this Friday =S I will try to enjoy myself this time, though the outcome wouldn't be so optimistic haha~

tired of everything

2010-07-01T07:00:00.000-07:00

This is reality, there's no forever love, and so there's no perfect love as well, there will always be a limit, as people always say, love only comes in the right time at the right place for the right people, so if everything's passed by, be it.....

easy

2010-06-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

There's this kind of people everywhere, always denying the success of other people by giving lame excuses =S Should I say this kind of person having a unique level of self-confidence or rather filled with an extraordinary level of jealousy? well they just can't stand it when people are praising others instead of themselves >.< Has the world changed? or is this the reality that has been existing since centuries ago? =S Denying the hard work of others is just not the right way of treating people....
治疗人可用以毒攻毒之道，但对待人此道只会产生更多仇恨。。。。

different view

2010-06-21T01:14:00.000-07:00

世上有不同的人（废话）
多数的人都抱着否认的态度去看一件事，批评别人。。对于别人的优秀总会找各种借口来掩盖自己的无能。。
但这并不代表抱着认同的态度去看一件事是件好事，因为这叫虚伪。。。
有多少个人能抱着中立的思考去看一件事呢？
就拿部落格来讲吧~很多人常会去部落格看别人的心情留言然后暗地里大笑这个人不成熟，幼稚，无聊。。。。但是啊，我却认为那些敢于写下自己心情的人远比那些只会“偷窥”他人的小人更令人敬佩哦~
人不管长得多大，永远都有不成熟的地方，隐瞒自己的不成熟大骂他人不成熟是件非常不成熟的事情~
当然，写下这篇话的我也非常不成熟，但我不会去改变啦哈哈~人生短短几十年，说不好听一点可能明天就挂了~做人还是痛快一点的好 =)

ye xin

2010-06-20T01:33:00.000-07:00

每个人都会有自己的野心。。被别人友好的对待并不代表你人缘好，而是你还有利用价值罢了~

Things to busy with

2010-06-07T02:42:00.000-07:00

Life's been pretty enjoying after the EOS and I have been busying non stop during the holidays ^^ Lately, I'm busy preparing for the IMU DANCE CONCERT held in August =) but i'm no where closer in finishing the preparation =( For the moment, I have to prepare another choreography for taking part in the dance competition =) This should be quite fun since it's the second time taking part with my close one =) hahaha here's the poster ^^

Another fun thing is, my friend invites me to join the kitschen photoshoot contest =S but i not quite sure how the system goes~ just took the photo and propose some short essay will do =) now waiting for the voting and judging time =) Here's the link~

http://www.kitschen.com/blog/?cat=11

Sooner or later I will took more photoes of our dancing practices =) that's all for today =)

exhausted

2010-04-16T20:25:00.001-07:00

It's the start of study break, and I should concentrate in studies now...finally get to ask one of my friends to help me keep my facebook =) im asking the person to change the password instead of deactivating it =) there's no point deactivating anyway since all my friends' contact are inside the facebook =P well I don't have time to bother other things anymore and I guess it's the same for you too =) so let's cool down the mind and concentrate in studies till everything's over.......i'm fragile, but I can make it....

useless

2010-04-06T09:28:00.000-07:00

End of 4 days of holiday >.< production? none =( useless me~

let's rock

2010-03-30T10:33:00.000-07:00

After the CAL test, I will set free my dancing feets free and release all those negative emotions that have roamed over me for weeks =( sighed...i dun feel like talking to others about my problems, because I don't know how to express them fully, and there's no point letting people know as well, so i choose to dance....watch me closely, and you will find out what makes me.....

2010-03-25T10:49:00.000-07:00

终于把该说的话都说了。。。现在是我本身的问题了。。。这个问题不是一朝一昔能够解决的。。时间长的话，可能要毕业后才能弥补你我之间的距离吧。若到时，你心中已有他人时，我。。会放手。。即使会放得很痛，我也会祝福你。。并不是因为我潇洒。。是因为我相信那个被你看中的他，一定是你所期望的幸福。。。。。

A good day

2010-03-22T10:58:00.000-07:00

It's the end of the day again and I feel good for today ^^ It's because you are in a good shape today =) Although life won't be that smooth and you may be unable to get what you really what, but cheer up k...everything will be solved if you don't stop your pace towards the goal...and here's my goodnight for today ^^ sleep tight alrite =) may you have a very sweet dreams ^^

hug

2010-03-16T10:26:00.001-07:00

By just looking at you, I felt satisfied...I smile....When you are in front of me, there are too many things I want to tell you...but I can't express them well...so sometimes I really feel like hugging you so that you know how i really feel....but I won't do that.....because we are just friends...I know the limit....there are things I shouldn't say...shouldn't do...shouldn't think....but..the more I control myself, the more Im thinking of you....I will wait.....and wait......

my heart

2010-02-01T07:57:00.000-08:00

you know what...there are words that I have always wanted to say in front of you...but it's not the right time yet....at least I don't have the courage now...you know what? i guess I'm really into you now...I miss you when you are not around....I feel hurt when you are moody...I feel angry too when you are mad at someone.....but maybe you will just never find out about all these......but come again, you don't really have to know how I felt.....because it is you all that matter...again....I wish you having a smooth and happy day for tomorrow =) and sleep well for tonight too....sweet dreams =) I would end with the song "today was a fairytale" by taylor swift =)

within me....

2010-01-23T08:58:00.000-08:00

Have been practicing break dances with my friends for their medicine orientation 2010¬ and I finally get to learn the technique of flipping! but...it's not perfect yet and my buttocks are damn painful now =.= But still¬ I enjoy it a lot! aiya¬ dancing no injury still call dancing mehh?? As the word says, no pain no gain right? ^^ Anyhow, gotta sleep =) i will post more videos and pictures nxt time¬ =) It's 1.30pm now..time to sleep =)

peaceful and happy

2010-01-21T01:44:00.000-08:00

有时候,明明已经尽量防止不幸或不开心的事发生,但是有时候一个不小心祸害之神还是会乘机找你的麻烦..重点是有时候还连累了朋友...我很不喜欢这种感觉...虽然你不是故意,他也说没事,但是责任还是要负的...如果你觉得无辜,那他岂不是比你更无辜? 活到现在,应该清楚很多东西不是我能控制的了.....

DANCE!

2010-01-19T04:36:00.001-08:00

After dancing for one and a half year, I found that each different language of music actually has their own uses~ like how? The uses are as below:

1.) Korean music

I often use korean music to enhance my style. There are two reasons: (1)The rhythm and beat are actually way catchy and more stimulating than any other asian music (2) I don't really understand the language so this makes my body focus only on the rhythm and beat, hence I don't really have to focus on the lyrics and just dance =)

2.) English music

If you really noticed, english songs are mostly those emo song or have something to do with love. So yeah basically english songs are actually my choice for expressing my emotions. This allows me to develop more ideas in choreographing~ ^^

3.) Mandarin music

Since this is my mother toungue, hence it will be obvious that I'm using mandarin music to just freestyle and relax my mind from all those exhausted busy life =) Dances using chinese song can be quite easy to follow and groove ^^

Anyhow, it's actually quite disastifying to know that I ain't a pro dancer yet after 1.5 years of dancing. Sometimes, I'm kinda tired of learning dances from youtube, I need a teacher who can really teach me more skills and moves =S Sighed~ don't care lar~ just dance first xD

how it feels......

2010-01-16T10:02:00.000-08:00

其实, 说不伤心,是假的...说不痛,是骗人的...但我终会熬过去....因为比起这世上其它不幸遭遇的人,我已经很幸福,我的伤心与心痛根本就微不足道! 若说喜欢上你是慢性毒药,那已中毒的我就更不能放弃不是吗? 试想,若中途放弃的话,我不就放弃了医治自己的机会吗?我相信苦尽甘来...今晚的天气还不错,愿你今晚有个甜梦...晚安........

bliss having you....

2010-01-14T02:20:00.003-08:00

I thought that I could talk to you normally without any holding back anymore, but I'm so wrong....When I look at you, my heart just pound fast...and I can't seem to look at your face directly...not to mention talking to you....aww shit what a coward I am =( I just hate myself =( But, it's without a doubt that seeing you in front of me could totally make my day =) Life's busy and tough, but that's more than enough for making me happy =) I know you can't see this post, but I wish that you can pass your everyday life with bliss peacefully............

tough

2010-01-12T01:49:00.000-08:00

Today's quite a tough day, everything's not smooth =( but it's finally the end of the day anyway =) But somehow I felt kinda depressed after atteding the semester overview =( With all those crazy modules, we still have to finish them all with only two weeks of study break =( This is totally insane! T.T Even if I study everyday, I also doubt that i'm gonna pass it =S Although IMU's education system has been packed and hard, but all in all i still think it's ok for the past few sem~ but now? It has finally gone off the track =( If they didn't shift the damn stupid CNS from sem 5 into sem 4, then it will still be ok..but wtf!? 34 lectures on one single subject? what an absurd =( sighed...guess I really have to give up participating in <> dy =( if you are asking what is that then you can just refer to my previous post or search in google =S Anyhow, IMU sucks =( but i sucks even more for choosing IMU =(

chance

2010-01-11T09:48:00.000-08:00

I have missed out a lot of chances in my life..and now..I might be going to miss another big chance in my life. NO..to be exact, should say that I give up myself on this chance. My friend just called me informing about one big dance competition in Malaysia, which is known as <>. To be honest, I really really want to join it and I swear that it`s the big chance that every dancer has been seeking. Why would I wanna give up? Simple, the duration is from January to July with the audition started on 30th January....and yeah you might guessed it out already, it`s the ultimate choice between Future and Dream....I haven`t really made up my mind yet, but there are 75% that i may give up....I dun want to..but I have no choice perhaps.....Life sucks coz chance owez come in the wrong time at the wrong moment.....

My birthday~

2010-01-03T12:24:00.000-08:00

Ding Dong...Ding Dong...My birthday is now officially ended =) To be honest, I really didn't expect anyone to celebrate with me this year except for my cousins and family..but phew~ this year was totally a blast =) Thanks a lot guys for making another memorable moment for me..but please remember don't buy any DURIAN cake anymore for me nxt time!!! T.T hahaha and especially thanks for andrew, sharon, syok hua, jason, alex, boon tatt, soon eu, marcus, ruyi, yit kuey, hwei whei, yong jing, vivian, khai xin, le fei, wai leng, faiz, le fei, shiau mei, kelly, Along, Isabel and Melvin for the birthday presents ^^ Hope I din miss out anyone...Well i'm no good in expressing these kind of stuffs..other than thank you, it's still thank you =) So i wish everyone to pass sem 4 with flying colors ya ^^

hurt....

2009-12-24T11:01:00.000-08:00

脚很痛...头很重...但心更重更痛....
如果现在要跳首伤心轮舞曲应该很有感觉吧..
哈哈傻了..自己开了个玩笑却笑不出来...
但...随时却能哭得出来....该死的我也太软弱了...逊毙了...
但我不想放弃...

dance

2009-11-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

It sure feels good having dance practices continuously although it's tiring =D Owing to all those stretchings, my body is finally back to its best condition ^^ feels so light now haha~ =) However, we were still worrying that we might not be able to finish everything before the performances due to extreme little time of practices =( In addition, everyone also experiences obstacles of attending the practices since everyone has their own schedule =S Nevertheless, everyone still tries their best to cope with it and persist till the very end =D To be honest, I'm really proud of you all and I know that we can surely overcome this battle!!

Oh and one more thing...Masquerade is gonna pay a big visit to my Seremban Hometown for dance training haha xD you all are so gonna squeeze into my small room and i'm sleeping in the sofa for sure >.< anyhow~ good luck to us!! peace~

2009-11-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

Finally it's my semester break~ meaning it's time for dancing fever!!! hahaha currently there are so many performances on hand now~ Below is my performance schedule for this sem break, just drop by if u guys had the chance =)

1.) Charity performance on 6th December 2009 at wangsamaju Walk Mall

2.) Dancing concert on 12th December 2009 at 7.30pm at Sivik Hall (MBPJ)------ This one needs to buy tickets, anyone want to go just inform me =)

3.) Wedding performance on 3rd January 2010

More details and photos with videos will be uploaded if possible ^^ Damn I'm so gonna enjoyed the performances and practices to the max =)

calm

2009-11-14T06:49:00.001-08:00

It's a quiet night breezing with cool wind...it's rather comfortable...and it's the prove of a calming heart =) EOS is almost done...one more subject to go ^^ and it's really the best moment ever!!! The previous subjects are really insane =( For the past 19 years, I had never studied as crazy as this before with just only one hour of nap in the afternoon for one whole week....IT's really the craziest life ever and I can feel that my body system has gone out of tune now~ so gotta tune it back after the exam for the MAX!!! xDDD Alright just gotta get back to studies for the last subject..peace~!

Just the right mood

2009-11-12T00:43:00.000-08:00

You know about it but you don't want to tell me¬ and you tell only when I ask¬ I don't wanna ask why didn't you tell me because the answer is pretty simple, you are selfish =) I am pretty sure that you know about it because you have been telling people around except me and you act like very quiet so that I didn't find out about the important information...but do you really think that I don't know about it?? I just act quietly and try not to make things worse¬ Let me tell you one thing, I know about a lot and I mean A LOT of stuff what you have done behind me...but I just kept quiet....don't try my patience...you will get it someday.......and one more thing..if you think you are out there so far till I can't get in touch with you, be my guest =)

I DON'T FUCKING CARE HOW PEOPLE TREAT EACH OTHER BADLY but you know what? i'm still gonna kept my policy in showing the sincere me¬ I don't understand the point of calculating people from time to time and it's tiring¬ People who treat me good, i will treat you good....People who treat me bad, I will still treat you good because I don't want to become a bastard like you¬

satisfaction

2009-11-02T07:29:00.001-08:00

Life's been pretty good and satisfied, too satisfied that I almost forgot my ambition and my original goal in my life....but now I'm awake =) I'm going to be very clear with my target in making myself into University of Otaga in New Zealand after my degree =)Nothing can shake my mind anymore~ but before that, I need to pass myself in the degree first~ alrite, time to work hard and strive for a better future ^^

instinct

2009-10-28T09:16:00.000-07:00

在这个世界里生活...人..时常要与不同的环境困斗..但那都并不是困难的事...最困难的..是与自身的战斗...简单的说,就是意志力坚强的人可以克服一切的障碍,实现本身的梦想 =)因为梦想正是现今的自己所无法达到或完成的事物才存在的..所以意志力才是使自己不放弃一切的动力..

而我生活的动力是来自我那已认识了近十年的三个死党...这三个家伙便是我生活所不能缺少的存在...虽然现在大家已各分东西,但无论何时我都在期待倆年后大家的再相遇,然后一起找工作,看着彼此结婚,看着儿女长大,然后老了在一家咖啡厅跟一般的老人一样,一起喝茶聊回年轻时的事情...但要活到那时的考验想必不会少吧...

身在医疗界的我已彻底领悟到...生命其实可以很脆弱,但也可以很顽强..可是..有一样是不变的道理...那就是我们都不知道下一秒将会发生什么事..虽然已经有太多的人从我生命中离去了...但我也明白如果一切注定要发生的,我也阻止不了...我所能做的就是珍惜现在的一切...诸友们,希望你们一切顺利 =)

2009-10-26T11:21:00.001-07:00

Studies really ain't a problem~ but too must of it could really give me a headache sometimes =( hmmm sometimes I really woner that THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH IMU EDUCATION SYSTEM =.= sheesh no mood to talk~ that's all for today =(

lifeless

2009-10-24T01:44:00.001-07:00

Day 6.....still alive.....still awake......still able to talk.......still got appetite........but not for long.....................

EXAM

2009-10-23T12:43:00.000-07:00

Time sure flies~ it's the 6th day of my study break and I'm still slacking as usual =.= Im completely in my slumber mode~~ =( sheeesh what's more I'm deprived of dancing~ with all those notes and lack of exercises, it's rather worrying =S well i will just try my best =.= tata~

LIFE

2009-08-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

Just listen back to many old songs today~ and there's one song that quite match with how I feel somehow~ haha the lyrics are as below =)the song is called "tell me" by wilber pam =)

JUST TELL ME 为什么
眼神有话要说
是不是你想要认识我
偷偷的看你要让我等多久
爱就爱不要用慢动作
OH NO NO
又是一个寂寞的单身派对
彷彿没人参加只有我会想去
不想打扮不是因为无所谓
只是我看到女孩
不会哨子一直吹
that's right
maybe that's wht我没有女友
长辈一直逼我需要多交女朋友
交好的女友哪有这么顺手
机会来了自然就会轻易到手
a party here a party there
实在不想说
yo man i'm here
真的不想在这里活活受虐
绝对不是胆怯
哪个女孩真的跟我看对眼
浪漫故事我们一起演
哈哈哈哈
这种笑话真的好笑
偏偏这种夜晚就是这么叫好
嘿你走来我走开
你又walk by
怎么这么没有天理
girl friend you better
know that you fly
我不像其他男孩永远都是那么坏
我的脸红心跳呼吸在加速
真的应该怎么办
我看我只能摆COOL
晚上戴著墨镜
却又怕超俗
求你现在回头
我保证立刻回家吃素
信不信不由你有够神奇
眼神的交会产生一种电流
说实在我也不太懂
要我怎么说要我怎么做
你才会明白我的心
you'll be looking at me
i'll be looking at you
like a carzy fool
how do i打个招呼
of all the girls i seen i really wanna meet you
潘玮柏你现在到底说不说
男子汉的气魄说做就做
怎么接近你
我现在还在摸索
怎么办怎么瞧怎么挪但是
就算她不想做你的女朋友
是他的自由
想听音乐举手
OK one two three
千万别想那么多
拳一握脚一踏现在开始动
终于到了重要关头就要开口
这样这样的自信绝对不会失手
拍拍你的背
进行自我介绍
我叫WILL 你叫JILL
能不能在一起CHILL
世界上的机会通常只有3秒
现在倒数3秒
准备好了没有
这种感觉到底是真是假
快点告诉我
不要瞬间冲动在此错过
how deep is your love baby
let me konw
how deep is your love baby
tell me so

.....

2009-07-02T05:51:00.000-07:00

Tired....I'm tired....I'm very tired....that is what represents me the best now....body has finally reached its limit...got rashes yesterday...now got flu and dun worry it's not H1N1 =="" but sometimes I'm thinking...what if i really got one? hmmm things are gonna get pretty complicated =S so i dun wanna get one of coz¬ and i pray that people around me will be kept blissful away from that as well =) But seriously dancing practices really worn me out =( and I'm sure I'm gonna miss TRANSFORMER 2 in the big cinema because of all those dance practices T.T but since the practices are progressing smoothly, guess I have to be satisfied by now =) alrite need to sleep dy...body can't tolerate anymore...good nite and take care people! ^^

Progressing...

2009-06-24T01:34:00.001-07:00

Ok I'm finally all done with remixing the songs for all the performances....what's left now is choreographing the steps =) speaking of which, there are two more songs that are not yet choreographed~ aiks =S sometimes it's kinda stressful when i have to force myself to come up with the steps =S maybe it's what they called pressure =S luckily i love dancing, if not i think i will be half-dead now~ well as i use to say, try my best lar =)

Father's Day

2009-06-22T05:14:00.001-07:00

Today's a very special day---Father's Day. So today I will have a day-off from dance practices to accompany my dad ^^ Well, since we don't have the habit of going shopping together so yeah it's a BEEN-IN-A-WHILE shopping day haha ^^" The first thing we did today was some STAND AND FREE READING activities in popular bookstore xD Haha that's what my family often do in a bookstore ^^"

After that, we decided to have some walks around the shopping centre but guess what, surprise do happened at this time =) well what do you expect? it's called surprised because it's unexpected right? Haha we met my teacher from Brunei!!! And he is my dad's friend as well =) So the adults ended up chatting in the middle of the walkway for 1 hour haha ^^" But it's rather fun seeing how we mesmerized the old good days in Brunei ^^

Mr.Poh (my Malay teacher)

So after the chit chat, we finally can go for my favourite activity of the day---eating xDD We ate in some taiwan restaurant and it's rili nice!!!! I'm too concentrate in the food till I forgot to take picture of it haha, if u noe CY then u will noe he's having a bloodlust for food every moment xPP A

fter the lunch, my parents then suggested to go STARBUCKS for some afterfood coffee ^^"" Phew,when did they get so modern?? Well, they are the boss today so i just followed them ^^ Me and my dad then set my mum up for asking her to treat us, which then costed her around RM40 for two coffee and one marble cheese cake ^^" Haha what's more funny was she asked the receptionist before we left whether he counted the price wrongly >.<"" that's my cute mum alrite ^^"

Me of coz

My parents

My mum

My dad

Me and my mum

Before

After

This was arranged by my dad, he said take like this more classy worr..beats me ^^"

After all these, I then drove my family around seremban for some sightseeing before we went back to home. I just found that....this was the first time I drove my family around after I got my licence so far ^^"" anyway~ I enjoyed today and it was fun..what's more important is I hope that my dad could stay healthy and don't always eat those lemak food =S Eventhough I use to argue with my dad whenever we talk to each other, but I still love him =) oh he will be damn happy if he saw this xDD anyway, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!! ^^

finally

2009-06-21T23:37:00.000-07:00

Alrite~ finally I have done editing the songs for bpharm orientation dance performance~ never expect it will take me this long >.< but it's not the time to be happy yet~ coz I still need to remix the dance songs for the combination performance of N&D and bPharm...now this is the one that really gives me the headache...I have no idea what songs to choose and this means i have no steps yet as well =S

Let's see, I still need to (1.) edit songs for combination dance performance
(2.) choreograph the combination dance performance
(3.) choreograph missing part for bpharm dances

Today's june 22nd, which means I still have around one week time? hmmmm try my best alrite =)

REMIX!

2009-06-18T03:29:00.001-07:00

Arghh...The muscle aches are really giving me a hard time today ==" guess I shouldn't be dancing today =S so does that mean i can rest today? hell no...I still hafta remix all the songs that I'm going to dance later =( hmm just knew that the four dances (Nobody + Gee + Call me + Kissing you) hafta combine together to become one single performance =S Im still thinking a way to completely merge all these songs together...but I'm afraid that there's high chances that I have to shorten some part of the songs which I think is kinda guilty for doing so since there will be less time for other dancers to dance =S Hmmm but whatever the outcome is, I'm just wishing for a smooth transitions and hope everyone can understand =)

Basically, a smooth transition begins with a soft song, followed by a song with POWERFUL BEAT, and lastly some creative performances to make the ending.

Knock you down

2009-06-18T01:28:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to blog about lately since im not going anywhere but staying at home listening and dancing to music xD Here's my current favourite song ^^ The lyrics and MV are as below =)

http://br.truveo.com/keri-hilson-ft-kanye-west-neyo-knock-you-down-mv/id/717692552

[KNOCK YOU DOWN] by Keri Hilson

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

Planning

2009-06-16T21:05:00.001-07:00

Finally there's some improvements for me ==" I woke up at 10.00am this morning!! haha even though my first plan was to wake up at 9am ==" but hey if u know me well then u will know that this is like a MIRACLE for CY!! xDDDDD so yeah a round of applauses for CY kakakaka!! xDD and I just realised that uni gonna starts soon~ kinda emo when this comes up =S When uni really starts, I'm going to drop floor by floor to the eighteenth floor of hell, YONG BU CHAO SHENG ahhhhh!!! T.T anyway hope all my friends are enjoying themselves much before they come back to IMU ya!!

So much works!!

2009-06-15T22:50:00.000-07:00

I just realised I have so much work yet to be done!!!

First: Dance practices for F&N dance competition

Second: Choreographing for WAIT FOR YOU - Elliot Yamin

Third: Learning the songs ROCKIN' THAT THANG, ROLL THE CREDITS, EAT YOU UP and maybe RIGHT ROUND....

Fourth: Thinking the formation for UR MAN+DEJAVU

Fifth: Cutting songs for all the songs im going to dance....

All these things just make me to have this kind of expression >> =____________________=

Owing to all these reasons, me CY has decided to sleep early before 12am and wake up at around 9am everyday starting tomorrow!!!!

MY LIFE......

2009-04-15T23:06:00.000-07:00

Alright alright i know that i have been slacking off for a while lately ( in fact it's more than a while ==") hahaha so i will just hafta burst out all the things that have been happening to me lately~ =)

First, i'm busy with my dance practices lately since the so-called "Audition" is drawing near day by day~ but you know what, i'm not done with the dances yet~ if i would rate it, it would be 6.5/10 for overall performances~ but come again, i will add on another 3 marks for their hard work ^^ coz i know it's never easy to dance, especially if you are going to dance REALLY well~ just keep up the good work guys =) i know i'm going to be proud of you all =)

Secondly, i'm busy with studies for the past whole weeks ==" but hey!! i can finally rest now!! hehez but it's just a temporary short break~ going to be busy really really soon. =S but the hell, i really need this break!! if not i'm going to collapse =="

These two things now make up my current life, making me felt that i don't have any more time for any relationship hehez =S but oh well, what comes around goes around, i'm sure that someone i'm going to appreaciate and whom going to appreaciate me will appear one day ^^

Oh btw, i have been staying at ANDREW NEOH's place for the past few weeks~ haha felt like it's gonna be my second home ^^ alrite let's enjoy some photo spasm shud we? ^^

Me and Andrew =)

Me and Andrew again =)

Sweet family haha xD

Ruyi, Along and me at carefour =)

Wai Wai x 2

Crazy family =)

I bet you dunnoe where we took this photo in carefour ^^

Took this while staying at Andrew's place

----- End -----

HAIRNESS~~

2009-02-10T22:07:00.000-08:00

For a guy,

Life = Money + Women + Time

But to some people,

Hair = Money + Time

Money = Hair - Time

Hence,

Life = Hair - Time + Women + Time

Life = Hair + Women

Sounds so naive huh?? Yeah i thought so too...but there's one fact i wish to tell all guys....one's hairstyle could affect the way he looks and this is definitely not an overstatement unless you were born with a darn nice beautiful or handsome face...and what the hell, do you think you are one of those lucky one?? well obviously i can't tell coz i'm not you, but i'm definitely not one of those lucky one =S However, you can't say this is unfair because there's always a chance to change yourself into a better looking one by just adapting a suitable hairstyle =) And there's been a lot of people saying that better looking or not has nothing to do with life as they claim that skills and knowledges are the most important stuff in life~ bah what a nerd could a person be to speak out such foolish words? This realistic world that we are staying is a cruel world...it's not easy to get a promotion in work or even survive with merely knowledge and stuff like that.....Get it? If you truly undertand then go and get a NICE HAIRCUT now!! xDDD haha this is the pic i took while on da saloon ^^

Recommended songs....

2009-01-29T03:18:00.000-08:00

Throwing the studies aside...my life is all about dancing..have been searching for some cool songs lately and one of my favourites now includes basick's remix of "Because Of You", which actually derived from Neyo's version, but trust me....this version is way cooler than the ori one~ =) For those who loves dancing as well, i strongly recommend this song!! =P This song is rili a success!! Respect to Basick ^^

Here are some random pictures of me =P

Me and bro agen...

Me and wai leng~

Recent me~

2009-01-06T23:53:00.000-08:00

Been back to IMU for one day for the MPS bootH~ I'm damn so relieved that I didn't attend the lab coat ceremony rehearsal xDD hahaha coz the juniors all look so cold~ not even a smile to the seniors helping them to put on their coat~ well just assume they are nervous would be a better solution =="" nth much to blog bout this so i will just post up some of my recent pic =)

Me with along in pyramid after lab coat ceremony =)

Ruyi and shiau hui ^^

While waiting for along trying his jean ^^

Cheese!

Seniors involving in the ceremony~

During my birthday ^^

With 38 poh xDD

Trying to cover my eyebags xDD

Time machine.....

2009-01-06T23:03:00.000-08:00

Somehow...I dunnoe how to start writing....but what i could say is it's really just like a dream during the past few days, that's the moment when i'm with my secondary classmates from Brunei...I thought i would never search back these kind of feelings....but that's not true =) these feelings lie deep in my heart and they has never changed a single bit...somehow it just feels like time machine really exists...just like the past....we all gather together....saying jokes together....and fooling around together =) i sincerely cherish the moment...because there is no say when we can gather together and have fun as usual again...so i sincerely wish that everyone all the best in your future journey and let's hope that we will meet again ^^ Lastly, i just wanna say...you guys are definitely not just a passer-by in my life... =) alrite~ enough for emo stuff~ let's view some pictures then ^^

My birthday cake =)

Me with my cake ^^

My brunei friends =)

Outside eating lok lok~

At station 1~

Jeffrey and Siong Siang

Last day of 2008~ =S

Haha i just love this one =)

WHAT A MISERABLE DECEMBER!!!

2008-12-30T06:34:00.001-08:00

Sighed~SIGHED!!! Yeah! My December 2008 is totally a sigh!! damn i have been seriously through a lot of bad stuff during December of 2008~ =( Firstly, my handphone was being robbed! And secondly didn't even practice popping during holidays coz my teachers are busy~so instead i practice breaking for the whole december =( Thirdly, I fell sick during Christmas!! And it's really harsh during that period because i vomitted like hell!! On top of that i would like to say THANK YOU to Jason and Misa!! Thanks to them i'm able to recover quickly in two days~ they have been preparing food and taking care of me during that period~ and seriously I owe them both!! yeah and now it's finally new year eve and i absolutely hope that no more accident could have happen!!! YEAH GET LOST 2008!!!!! xDD and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

3rd Day of Holiday break~

2008-11-05T16:49:00.001-08:00

OMG!~ it's already the third day of our study break but i hafn't even finished one sub yet =( It's really annoying to look at the pile of notes that I have never read before ^^"" time's passing bit by bit and I know there's no more time for me to relax and enjoy but it's really not that easy =s but oh well~ will try my best to cope with it ^^ hehez last night i happened to be at Shiau Mei's house with Grace and.....due to a surge of emotion........we camwhore xDDD It's a really good way to relieve stress!! trust me~! it works ^^

SCENE ONE

Character introduction~ Me and Shiau Mei

Grace and Shiau Mei

Perfect guitar and singing match~

Ear-piercing voice xDDD

SCENE TWO

What's inside? Hmm?

Better take action than thinking so much~ Time for some exploration of Shiau Mei's cabinet hehez xDD

What did Grace saw?? something BIG huh? xDD

Haha Happy ending~ ^^

Tired of playing adi~time for sleep ^^

recovered~

2008-11-04T18:02:00.000-08:00

Hmm i think i noe why i'm so slumbered lately(although i have been slumber most of the time)...I think it maybe due to lack of exercising~ my bones are so lazy now~ and my whole body are pretty lax too~! guess what I need now is some exercises~ but then but then~ exam's around the corner~ I'm so so lazy to go and do something that will exhaust my breath since I always exercise till the limit~ =.=" haha but i will go do some dancing whenever i'm stuck at studies~ ^^ it helps ^^ let's just end the post with some photos alright! xDD

This is what I did when i'm stuck at Kang Yew Beng's notes~ T.T

The hairstylists help us to take pic after they cut our hairs xDD

This is taken in front of our door during the last day of our SEM 1 ^^

Flashback of Life---How a Lala kid changes into a Professions.....

2008-11-04T16:42:00.001-08:00

Time rili flies by~ it has been almost two years since I come back to Malaysia~ everything that has happened so far seems to be something that just happened yesterday~ when i look back at my photos back then~ I was like "APA"!!! hahaha sure brings back a lot of memories~ would like to share part of my life with you all =) hmmm imagine that I have been living in this world for more than 18 years~! hehez let's just have some flashback then~ should we? ^^

This is how I look when i'm still in primary school...yeah i noe~ I'm a classical nerd alrite xD

How I look when i'm in lower secondary 1~ haha nothing change much~ ^^""

haha me in lower secondary 2

Haha lower secondary 3 of my life~ am having BOMBA course during this momet..

Graduation of my secondary school life~ all my brothers in Brunei =)

haha still remember how badly i cried that night~ imagine that I have to leave somewhere that I have been staying for 16 years of my life~

haha ^^"" I rarely cry after tat night....

THEN, I practice KL's tradition as soon as I reach Malaysia...yeah I become a SUPER lala zai jor xDD

Lala me again~

Vain+LALA = incurable illness ^^""

Then, haf had a lot of fun at KL that year with bunch of my best friends ^^ It's true that sweet memories will be in my heart forever

Soon enough, it's the graduation of my pre-U..so...fast!!!

This year is the fastest year that i ever experienced~! Without my conciousness, i have finished my Pre-U~ =.="

After that, i remembered I went to work at Sunway as a bag promoter, which then further enhanced me as a LALA ZAI ^^""

Haha~ life's so unexpected~! don't you think? who would ever imagine me being in the National Service?

Having to shave my hair is the worst nightmare T.T

How I look now in 2008 as soon as I got into IMU~

This is how a Lala kid looks like now when he gets to 18~ arrr hate myself being so lala T.T

In a state that i never experienced before.....

2008-11-03T23:11:00.000-08:00

My friends have been telling me that i look stressful lately...perhaps of the exam that's gonna strike us soon? well i doubt that...cause if that's the case I will feel some pressure on me~but now I'm feeling nothing...yeah you hear me~ it's NOTHING~ sighed~ this is bad actually =( normally I will feel tension on me when exam's around the corner...but then now i'm feeling calm~ in fact too calm =( this is just not right~! I'm starting to wonder what's happening on me =.="" but oh well~ what comes around goes around~!

Think I will end today's post by just a few of my latest photos...although it's not really the latest haha ^^""

Yan Yee And Me~

Yi wen And mE

Me~ =)

PRESSURE!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-16T23:28:00.000-07:00

Arghhh!!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!!
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...........................................PHEW~That's much better =)

Sorry for irritating anyone who viewed this entry...but man..i'm seriously damn pressure!! Set aside the tests that are showing up, i'm most probably being agitated by some relationship matters...and some argument from family....starting to hate myself sometimes =( well...there's nothing much to be posted today actually...jsut here to release all my frustration and stress =)

Friends in IMU

2008-09-15T04:47:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey~ back to my world again~ kinda outdated though~ hehez but my life now been pretty busy lately...cause will be having tests everyweek until HARI RAYA~ but this week is especially tiring due to the 3 stupid reports and 3 irritating tests~ =( oohhh and almost fogot to tell everyone that i will be representating my uni to a competition known as TALENT FASHION OUTBREAK (TFO) where i nid to perform in 3 categories, mainly dancing, modelling and outbreak~ =) damn nervous coz i hafn't start preparing yet~ =( with all the tests around..i'm stressed out T.T but anyway~ i will be introducing my friends in IMU today =) and i'm sorry for those who are not mentioned coz i dun haf photos taken with u all personally =.=

Grace, the doll-voice girl

Jason, the poser

Boon tatt the muscular xDD

shiao mei

Sharon and me ^^ i personally like this pic~

Urgh Marcus and me..if can i dun wanna upload this photo..but this is the only photo with u marcus =.=

Pearle and me~

Soon Eu and me ^^

Sorry Along... ^^""

Life in IMU......

2008-08-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

..::Dancing Life::..

Hmm..quite happy to tell you all that I have found friends who are also interested in dancing at IMU =) well..we normally practice two times per week^^ our aim? haha simple~ of coz is to rule the dancing crew in IMU!!! =) I think i will upload our dancing vid soon....but it's pretty lame since it's our first time ^^""

Yo~!

SAY PEACE YO!

Hwa-rang and me..he's a cool korean =)

A very basic chair freeze

The two breakers

The Hip Hopper

Chilling at mamak after practice ^^

Come and challenge us!

Practicing basics

..::EATING LIFE::..

Well...there's no doubt that KL's a place full of temptations..and especially FOOD!! argh god damn it~how come there's so many nice food around my uni?grrr..this makes me to spend a lot of my money on eating and eating and eating T.T my dad's gonna kill me for tat =( Just have a look of the food i ate this week =)

Chocolate muffin ice-cream

Ice-cream fruit cocktail

Western snacks

haha~ice cream of coz

Dessert~~

..::OUTING LIFE::..

Ahem..as for my outing life...it's quite plain~ coz i'm just too lazy to go out withou any special occassion~so normally i just stay at home =) well...I personally think tat it's not tat bad staying at home during weekend~ at least i dun hafta spend too much money right? haha well just take a look at my outing photos ok? haha =)

Chilling at Bar XXX

Sunway Photo-snatching Lift

haha we are just too lost in finding a place for mamak T.T

Peace-ing at dragonine?

Aiks..sorry wai ling can't see your face ^^""

Haha so long din snatch pic in dressing room adi~

Along and Soon Eu..two of my closest friends in IMU =)

haha how come wenta and soon eu both touching somewhere sensitive ah?

..::School Life::..

My school life? HA HA HA~ one word >>> lifeless...get it? everyday i study from 8am to 6pm~ and after tat wat can i do at night? revision of coz T.T sad case~ i'm slowly heading towards the direction of an ultimate nerd~ =(

study!!

Matthew sleeping haha

Krystal handing HIS position to xiao hui~ haha congratez ya!

haha u three veli funny ler....

Jason ah Jason~

haha~we are xia shoi-ing~

IMU LIFE

2008-07-31T19:12:00.001-07:00

Phew~~!! I'm back!!!!! Although the reopening of my blog is a "bit" delayed~haha but who cares~ as long as it's active is enough wahh xDDD hahaha well there's a good reason for this delay, tat's because my life in IMU is damn hectic!!! I can feel the heat around me despite it's just the third week..get it? STUDY HEAT!!! T.T well a lot had happened during this three weeks~ but i guess i will just slightly brief though lar~ haha ^^

1st week-----ORIENTATION WEEK
This is the week when we get to hang around with students from other courses and seniors as well~then we get to perform and play and wateva lar...but it's fun =)

First day in auditorium =)

Girls making up for the catwalk show

Syok drawing my "skirt" ^^

Attaching the leaves

Last day of orientation(note that it's my hand on my chest xDD)

SHIT BEHIND ME!! xD

TAIWAN COCA-COLA!! Mind you it's Rm2.80 ^^""

Nice take =)

ARghhh! ALONg ur hand touches something!

haha rushing for the last KTM

My seniors~leng lui and leng zai =)

Me trying high-tech headphone ^^

Girls in my group during orientation =)

Tat's all for today lar~ will update soon if i can =)

.::will be inactive temporary::.

2008-07-11T19:49:00.001-07:00

There's no internet in my new dorm~ so i won't be able to on9 at KL~~hafta wait until i apply new modem and the facilities first~sorry for the incovenience~but i dun think ppl will come view my blog tat often oso~ haha but in any case~ hope everyone do take care!!! coz i just got sick haha ^^""

BAd bad luck =(

2008-07-07T03:57:00.000-07:00

Hmm...let me see...National Service, lost of handphone and recently...lost of wallet =( could anything get worse in year 2008!? sheesh...yea tat's right..I lost my wallet..and guess what? There is nothing important inside! yeah right~ as if i'm gonna say that =( There are Rm450, IC, ATM card, car licence and my Taylor's student ID for last year(full of memory) T.T hmm but it's really really weird!! It's because I still had the wallet to pay for the meal during yumcha with my dad at midnight around 12am~ but after that I found that i lost my wallet the next morning! WTH!! well~ after all these incidents, it's inevitable to get a BIG BANG from my dad T.T and it's real BIG!!! hmm now i have a really bad impression towards July...most of my sad memories are related to July =( well...kinda sick now...hafta get to bed early..so i will write till here today...damn...

New life..new changes =)

2008-06-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

Ok ok i noe i noe~ i have been receiving complaints from many people that my blog is almost inactive~ well to be exact...it is totally inactive xDDD hahaha but worry not..i will make sure to update my blog from time to time starting july 14th, which is the first day of my uni life =) The reason's quite simple..it's because my current life at my hometown(seremban) is very very boring...same thing happens everyday....basically it's just sleeping, eating, dancing and driving ^^"" well that's all for today...stay tuned ^^

OOOH yeah and one thing...i have been thinking lately....which kind of hairstyle shud i try this time? since now i'm short-haired~ so i think it shud be a gud start for me =) so..Shud I have a short-haired type or a long-haired type? which one do you think suit me better? O_O""" care to help me decide? =) tq~

LONG-HAIRED

WAXED LONG-HAIRED

SHORT-HAIRED(The front part is a bit long)

WAXED SHORT-HAIRED

Life after National Service~

2008-05-20T00:40:00.000-07:00

After National Service..I spent most of my time practicing popping and guitar...since there's still a damn long way to go before my uni starts its lesson~ =_=" So I had a trip to melaka 1 week later after I came bak from NS~ haha it's quite fun! especially da Afamosa~ ^^ well below is a coupe of pictures I took in melaka~ xD Been trying a lot of clothes with friends haha~

Nice polish huh?^^

In SHIBARAKU? I think it's spelled like this gua~

Wearing RM499 ^^

Superman?

Yo~

Time to get cool~

Nicole in Gray and Yellow~

Fast fast take pic la! So many birds landing bomb here!

Life in NS

2008-05-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

Hello~ everyone! i'm back~~ haha it's another once-in-a-while post from me agen^^
well~ i'm just back from National Service and it's really fun in there^^ HOWEVER..it's also quite dangerous and it's not absurd to say tat u may throw ur life in there if u din take gud care of urself properly...at least there was a few people from other camps passed away during my NS period :( as for me~ I think i hafta change my view towards malays in Malaysia...not to say discriminate but I will be veli veli cautious towards them starting now...The reason's quite simple....it's because we chinese experienced a lot of hardship inside da camp due to those malays~ especially in our group where there's only 13 chineses, 5 indians and 31malays

HARDSHIP 1
Our stuffs kept being stolen during the first few days~ as for me..my stuffs have been stolen for 6 times and I remember what I lost each time they stole my stuff! First time I lost my food under the bed and second time i lost my food INSIDE my locker!! and people will ask how did they managa to steal ur stuff inside ur locker? it's pretty simple~ they just pulled open my locker from the corner using pure strength to get stuffs inside it at night~ smart right? I was damn shocked when i woke up the nxt morning seeing part of my locker becoming a crescent moon =_=" as for da third time I lost my shirts hanging outside~ and 4th time i lost my battery~ and 5th time I lost my shampoo T.T as for the sixth time which is also my last day...I lost my super damn cheap nokia handphone =_="" I really dunnoe what's wrong with their mind already~ :(

HARDSHIP 2
Since I'm a chinese leader for the whole guys in my camp...those malays kept finding me a lot of troubles during the beginning~ and always backstab me in front of the commander(the head for the camp) saying me this and that =_=" damn pressure during the beginning~however~ luckily most of da chineses and some malay friends support me~ and thanks to their support I manage to overcome many problems..tx guys :)

HARDSHIP 3
Whenever we are going to compete with other groups or do some team-work activities....malays in my group always accuse us chinese are the one to spoil the teamwork~ damn!

Nevertheless~ there's still some embarassed things happened inside da camp^^

EMBARASSMENT 1
I remembered how embarassed it was the first time I gave command for the whole camp in place of my superior coz he's bak to home~ then there's one part I hafta commanded " MENAIK BENDERA" ~ but I accidentally spit out" MENAIKI BENDERA" =_=" sooooo embarassing ohh!! whole camp laugh at me wahh~ feel like finding a hole and hide inside uhh~ T.T but it's a nice memory haha~

EMBARASSMENT 2
Since we are considered as disciplined units~ we hafta follow every rules there inside the camp~ however my group was the most problematic one! We were always late for queue and our beds were damn untidy and messy during the first few weeks ^^ then our teacher could no longer tolerate this situation and decided to punish us suddenly!! walau eh do you know what am I doing when he suddenly gathered us in front of our dorm? I was bathing ler!! and the point is I just took off my clothes and bathed for a few seconds then suddenly got people rushed into the toilet and pulled me out! T.T what can i do? I mah put on a towel nia lor! And that's not the worst part! the worst is I hafta standed in front alone since I was da leader! goshh~ I was like keep on praying my towel dun become loose and fall down~ or else malu la! somemore there's a lot of girls passing by us during that time ler! haha then after that the teacher asked us to take out our valuable belongings and kept in front~ so I mah used this chance to go bak my room to get changed to normal wears lo~ who noes ahh! After that our teacher asked us to go jump lake worr! damn~ If i knew that earlier I wun go changed myself de!! Nid to wash another more clothes liaw T.T

Anyway~ I'm out of da camp now and I think National Service was quite fun~! at least you can learn a lot of things inside ^^

可恶！！！！

2008-02-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

我并不讨厌没读过书的人......当然也不讨厌没知识的人....但我却非常讨厌没教养和礼貌的人!! 今天发生了一件让我非常生气的事！那时我准备搭巴士回家.....正当我要用十块还钱时.....有一个极度样衰的大叔既然当着我的面说我帮他付!? 喂..大叔...你有病不去看医生? 我当场傻住了...我心想这个大叔可能只是跟我开玩笑而已...所以我没有理他.....谁知后来他硬是从我手上把钱拿给司机说他要买两人份的车票! :( 难道现在的大叔的更年期那么早就到了吗？我当场直接扯火大骂他一顿说:" 你又不是七老八十岁！也不是残废！你说个理由给我听为何要帮你付钱!? " 他既然回答我说大家是同乡!? 乡你屁股啊!!屎你吃过没有？如果你客客气气礼貌的问我的话我肯定马上答应! 真可恶!!! 如果有一天你掉进屎亢记得要通知我好让我再拉一吨屎下去堵死你!! XD

sitting for damn stupid IELTS

2008-01-07T00:09:00.000-08:00

Oh..so it has been another century since i last wrote my blog agen haha XD hehez well can't blame me though..my new home doesn't have internet facilities as yet :( anyway i'm currently sitting for the damn annoying IELTS test or I can't get into IMU ( International Medical University) T.T sheesh guess this stupid uni is the only uni at malaysia that needs IELTS .... well da test is gonna be on 11th jan 2008 ....pretty soon huh? shit there's been a lof of rumors saying that it's gonna be damn hard T.T anyway blah blah blah who cares? doesn't have any mood to take da test either ^^ okie tat's all for today

Before the end of it..i will recommend one song for everyone: that is 彩虹 by jay chou

I'm feeling GREAT!

2007-10-30T20:23:00.000-07:00

There's been quite sometime since i last wrote my blog..know why? coz i kena dengue for the past 1 week....i can onli lie on the bed for the whole day...can't even eat a thing ah! Straight forward vomit whenever i eat a thing...so i can onli drink milk for the whole week...i will vomit agen wif i try to stand on the ground =_=" but luckily after one week...I have recovered!!! I'm feeling great now but den become even thinner liaw haha...will try to become fatter starting now ^^ hehez my stomach capacity still small actually coz the past one week i onli drink milk...so cham ah the one week...felt like dying =_=" hehez tat's all for today...won be online much agen coz hafta prepare for FINAL EXAM!!! yea it's stressed..but wat to do? STUDY!!!

Toilet Assault!!

2007-09-29T21:34:00.000-07:00

My god! today something stupid happened to me and zong ling! after working up at da gym, me and zong ling decided to watch a movie, SKINWALKER but den desmond and chen hoe they don't wanna watch coz they said it's too violent -_-" So after that zong ling said he wanna go to the toilet so i followed him oso lo.. He went into one of the toilet box and I den ask him why desmond they don't wanna watch the movie while looking at the mirror and at this time...i suddenly saw a head with long hair came out from one of the toilet box...i was shocked but when i looked closer I'm even more surprised!BECAUSE IT WAS A GIRL!!! We stared at each other for a few seconds while zong ling was still in the toilet box talking to me LOUDLY because he still don't know that there's a girl in the room..... sweat i was like so scared den i started to think that why is there a girl in a male washroom? So I looked around the toilet and.......the "thing" that a guy used to pee is not here O_O" and that's it! I was so embarassed that i immediately rushed out of the washroom! The girl rushed out as well after I went out coz i think she's shocked also...After that zong ling baru came out scratching his leg like nothing had happened -_-" He was later surprised only after I pointed the FEMALE BOARD to him haha...oh and he was thinking how lucky he was that his buddha was protecting him but he din know that the toilet isn't going to be the last time we meet her coz........WE SAW HER AGAIN AT THE ENTRANCE BEFORE WE WENT INTO THE CINEMA BOX! omg! i dun even dare to face the girl that i just turned onto the wall and hide my face! haha and zong ling was den kena suspected as the noisy guy in the toilet who kept on talking to himself -_-" den we suddenly saw a lot of security went into the female washroom and they seemed to be searching for something and..I think that's us -_-" phew luckily the girl din point us out or it will be a never ending nitemare! SO I HAVE AN ADVICE HERE! PLEASE CHECK CAREFULLY BEFORE YOU GO INTO THE TOILET!

END OF THE EXAM!

2007-09-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

Today was another tiring day but unlike yesterday...all the hard work done for today was worthy enough ^^ Firstly, I haf to congrates myself that trial exam is finally over! and on top of that...let me introduce to you my gang in dancing club^^ Let me introduce two of them 1st~

Derrial in the house!

Kamal in the house!

Currently, we are busy preparing for the dancing performance in the Talent Night of Leader's Club(which i have no idea what the heck is it). The practice started today and it was quite fun haha..got breaker and popper today teaching some skills but still too hard for me to master it~Well we only haf one week to prepare the dance so yea -_-" you can imagine that we are rushing like hell now..hmmm hope can do well in it though..tat's all for today...ciaz!

Trial Exam--- 3rd day

2007-09-26T05:37:00.000-07:00

Today was another tiring day coz it was chemistry exam today...now only i understand what is called MARS LANGUAGE....doink~ guess u noe wat i mean by this coz i'm to lazy to mention it today...okie den...TOMOLO IS GOING TO BE THE FINAL DAY FOR MY TRIAL EXAMINATION! U hear it? I WILL REPEAT ONE MORE TIME! TOMOLO WILL BE THE LAST DAY FOR THE TRIAL EXAMINATION! WOHOO!!!BANZAI!!!

Trial Exam----Day 2 -_-" (Still Alive)

2007-09-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day for my trial examination...glad tat i'm still alive -_-" Makes me wonder sometimes i can still live for how long under this tension...OMG tomolo is BIo somemore! shit everyone tot i am well prepared for the exam but den i am not! I'm sick of it when ppl keep on asking whether i prepare o not...tell them i din prepare yet no ppl belif oso..so wat's the point of asking me den? pfft....lazy to answet them sometimes. well...hope can survive another day tomolo...ciaz

New Album from Wilber Pan!

2007-09-21T01:26:00.000-07:00

Actually I kinda like some of his song but I know there's quite a lot of people who can't admit his talent though..hahaha anyway this is Wiber Pan's new album : 玩酷

潘瑋柏全新國語專輯《玩酷》，這張專輯的概念「玩酷」，是潘瑋柏想要表達出的一種態度－「玩酷態度自我本色」。不必刻意的去耍酷，要以玩樂的快樂心情去努力做好每一件事，因為認真的男人才是真正的酷。這種玩酷的態度就是即使顛覆傳統、不按牌理出牌也沒有關係，因為這樣才能發揮自我本色，擁有自己獨特的生活態度。
雖然潘瑋柏並不是一個科班出身的正統音樂人，但他對音樂有著熱烈的喜愛和興趣。在這張《玩酷》專輯中，他依然努力的參與專輯的選歌和製作的每一個流程。提供自己的想法和創作，希望能夠讓這張專輯呈現出最好的作品。
這張《玩酷》專輯在音樂風格上和潘瑋柏之前的專輯有了比較大的不同。在這張專輯中RAP的東西減少了許多。但多了以往沒有的一些曲風。用玩音樂的快樂心情認真的做出一張希望給所有人都覺得好聽的專輯。一張可以舒服的一首一首一路聽下去，不會有哪一首歌是吸引不了人而想跳過不想聽的。潘瑋柏自己創作的〈玩酷〉、〈無法抗拒〉和韓國原創的〈光榮〉三首快歌風格不同但都很耐聽。〈路太彎〉是過去專輯中沒有的動人K歌，〈說你愛我〉靈感來自大易輸入法，創作者潘瑋柏自己都算不太清楚整首歌有幾個「愛」字。〈愛不離〉是由英文I BELIEVE來發想，東西合壁的文化和語言雖然不同，但對愛情的看法是一致的。〈客串情人〉乍聽之下很有陳奕迅的味道，這種有一點爵士風味的歌，是潘瑋柏的首度嘗試。每張專輯都和女生合唱的潘瑋柏，這次決定換換口味，找了前信樂團的主唱阿信一起合作〈SHUT UP〉。當搖滾遇上嘻哈，吶喊飆音王碰上快嘴饒舌王，特別的組合，美麗的結果，造就了一首與眾不同的好歌。
11首動聽耐聽的好歌，構成了這張專輯。其中潘瑋柏的詞曲創作佔了一半以上的6首。聽完這張專輯之後，大家會發現這是一張聆聽度很高的專輯。

Here is the music video for his main song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=33Ud6MpPcdg

Taylors College Trial Exam 2007----DAY 1

2007-09-21T01:22:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day for my trial exam in Taylors College...we are having Maths Trial Exam today..i think the question is quite ok but quite tricky though...not rili confident in it -_-" but hope can get gud result because i dun want my internal to get below A for maths...the same goes to every subject ..... wish me luk ^^

Bye Bye Wan sin...

2007-07-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

Today...was like quite a sad day....coz a friend from my class--Wan Sin left taylor to study in another college at Ipoh coz she received a scholarship from petronas or something like tat i guess ^^ so we all went to her home today to pay her our last visit..haizzz.....LIFE IS SO UNEXPECTED....sobz..think i will cry like shit during graduation -_-"

Kuhaendra..Haris...Andrew(can't c ur head la) and Mark

Andrew....Mark..Tarunan

Wan sin's car

Why la Tarunan? Dun cry la...Be a man!

Sending Wan sin off....sobz

G1 --2007

She's actually crying already...

Meeting wif da NS counsellor

2007-07-03T06:04:00.000-07:00

NS counsellor ? wat's tat!? At first i was like damn shocked coz i tot was da stupid National service thingy when i received da SMS...den onli i noe
NS = Negri Sembilan...-_-" ....sweat...teacher puan zaidah just lazy to type all da words duh~

ok ahem...today i wore formal shirt but it looks sux coz it's my dad shirt so it's er...very old-fashioned and kinda big..yea kinda -_-" ...it looks even weird when i wore my black pant..which is my skul pant -_-" ..hahha can imagine tat? big shirt wif damn small pant? but tat's not the worst part for today...somemore i was being asked to give a speech, which i was not supposed to be presenting today coz tat's wat TEACHER told me!!! o wat the hell!! den i went up lo..and gave wateva i can...den i dunnoe wat da teachers were laughing about liaw -_-"

The counsellor from NS

My classmate..Nyla

Me and Zahim( He was the one giving da speech)

SAM director giving some speech

It's NOT EASY TO EARN A LIVING!!!!

2007-06-03T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hihi! long time i din blog liaw coz haf been a bit busy recently~ wat haf i been doing den?

hehehez WORKING LA OF COZ!!!!! NO money this holiday how to enjoy oo !!??

I worked as part time for the U-aces---RHB BANK DIRECT SALES AGENCY

OK...this is wat i haf been doing for the past 5 days:

φDay 1---THEORY TRAINING

Taken be4 going out ^^

My trainer--SEAN..

soli i dun dare to take in front of him la -_-"

My table!wakaka ^^ jk

Sofa in my office~damn nice to sleep!

Kitchen in da office~

Taken in da office entrance~

φDay 2------- PRACTICAL TRAINING -_-"

Having Practical training for da 2nd day..something like role playing to train newbie's selling skill. Below is some picture of da area around my office ^^

I can onli reach the mouth of the lion. scared me though when i saw it!

RAWR!! I got onli 4 teeth!!

I dun think this is clear but...

in fact this is a DRAGON statue above a big big pot!

Know wat is behind da birdie? It is da Plant root!!

φDay 3-----End of Training

Yay!! I finally got my name card!!!

It is U-aces Sdn Bhd! Find me WHen u NEEd CREDIT CARD!

φDay 4----1st Day Of Working( 10.00am to 10.00pm)

In my kitchen bleh!

Our StandShow~

My colleague promoting credit cards.

Btw..the girl on the right is only 19 years old and she is our team leader as she is able to earn RM11,000 per month.

My Gay Colleague..

He got a lot of funny tricks to attract customer -_-"

φDay 5-------2nd Day of WOrking( 10.00am to 8.00pm)

Oh No!!! Ah Shan(My leader) is the 1st to get the customer agen!?

Dun Talk to mE or I will whack you!!!

Now busy counting my commission!

Shit la!! Only 4 customer today!

Boss sure TIAO me one la!

When you ask whether ppl wan credit card or not? They will onli answer in the following way:

Rare >>>Uncommon>>>Common>>>Hot

1.) I got a lot of credit cards oledi (HOT)

2.) I dun need a credit card(HOT)

3.) I'm a local bank supporter(COMMON)

4.) RHB Bank sux(RARE)

5.) It's so troublesome to apply the credit card(UNCOMMON)

6.) Wasting my time(COMMON)

7.) Move or I won go easy on u!!(RARE)

I hafta work harder starting now liaw!!!

Watching movies

2007-05-05T09:47:00.001-07:00

Aww wow we went to Sunway Pyramid to watch SPIDERMAN 3 tonite! hahahaha it was fun and the movie was great! Well..it's been a long time since we last shopped together....so i wanted to take some pictures wif them but in the end we onli managed to get two pictures ....duhh.....anyway i will be showing some of our other pictures as well since i got nth much to tell today.....

Obviously~taken at the entrance of Sunway Pyramid...

Taken wif Mr.Duck at da entrance as well ^^

This photo is taken after we finished our adventure race

*P.S The pink card is written as Team 12---4RTA ^^

Sky Adventure!!!!

2007-04-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

My common tests finally finished liaw! but den ho....here comes another event---THE SKY ADVENTURE!!! tomolo's the race.....now i'm rili nervous! Onli 20 team can participate with 4 ppl in each team....n i noe there's going to be a lot of strong team out there! But.....I hope we can win! btw....my team name is 4RTA!! u asks y this name? hahaha...it's a hell long story......tell ya nxt time if got chance...but i think those who noes me in Brunei sure noe y we chose this name. And the grand prize is da 3 day 2 nite trip to pulau somewhere woor!! hahaha....we must win!!! WISH US LUK!!!

well...below's some of the picture of my teammate taken tonite....

Brother 4ever! 4RTA rocks!!

Zong Lin and me

trying to act cute...but it ends up like this...scary rite? Not onli you think like tat...I myself oso felt like punching myself..-_-""

Chen Hoe and Desmond smiling in a funny way~:)

NINJA SHIRT!??

2007-04-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

SCREW IT!!!! It's las minute practice again for tomolo's dancing performance man!! walau it's damn scare man!! btw...y would i take part in it at the las minute again!? WAT THE TUT!! it's becoz of one shirt! I betray my own soul for one only shirt! GOD DAMN IT!!!

This is the back of the shirt....EJEN 016? WAT THE HELL!!!

This is the front of da shirt..so wat now?? A stupid ninja ties himself to a bomb and wan to explode himself? Can't belif I sold out my pride for this kind of stuff -_-"""

N when I try to wear it.........I realised that it is just not my size.....SHIT!

Another day in taylor......

2007-04-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

Yo yo! Call me Ester Chan from now on man! hahaa..coz i spilled half of the ester onto my body during today's chemistry practical test! walau....damn smelly la the ester! Who says esters are sweet smelling one ah!?

I took this picture when all of us are busy having the chemistry practical test....geng ler me! no need to do one ah! coz i spilled it mahh~^^

After that, I went to my nxt class, which is my worst subject----MALAY!! Coz the uni here dun recognise O level's Malay..so we all hafta retake da malay class!! hahaa...actually oso ok one la coz this is the first time having the same class wif zong lin them all la! But then ho....veli little leng lui lo at the class!

STUDY!? nahh~~i dun think so! he jus pura-pura nia la!

Nth to do during da malay class so i took pei yi's pic! hahaa...i noe she damn sleepy liaw la!

A CHOKING MORNING

2007-04-08T05:10:00.000-07:00

This morning was totally a mess....I woke up at 10.30am den I wanted to warm up my pizza, which I left over las nite, by using the oven. I set the time to 10 min....den hor...dunnoe y.....I smelled something funny but i din rili care bout it la....den suddenly DESMOND shouted veli loudly tat the pizza CHAO TA liaw...den baru i looked at the kitchen and WAT THE FU*K! The kitchen was filled with veli veli intense smoke that I couldn't even see through inside properly! After that, I rushed into the kitchen and closed the switch for the oven, but the smell was damn choking! The situation became worse when I opened the lid of the oven as there's even more SMOKE coming out from the oven...I nearly pengsan la tat moment! After 5 minute when the smoke started to fade away...I went into the kitchen agen to check up my pizza and it now looked like a pile of SHIT....can u imagine it? it looked black and all the meat and sauce on the pizza now looked even more disgusting -_-" .....but in the end i managed to clean it up la......den later zong lin asked me where was the pizza so I told him I threw it into the dustbin liaw.....hahahaa.....and you can't imagine what he did...HE SEARCHED THROUGH THE DUSTBIN AND PICKED THE PIZZA UP and said it's hard enuf to be a weapon....doink~ gek dao la!

A picture of the CHAO TA pizza...-_-"

Sporting!!

2007-04-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

today is truly a restless day! After the school, i decided to go to my college's cafeteria and kill some time there...but who would know tat i meet zong lin and chen hoe there too!! They told me that their maths teacher asked them to go there to play ping pong pula....-_-"....den I saw some of my friends dancing in the staff lounge of the cafeteria, so I also went in there and practiced dancing wif them for 1 hr lo....den later I came out and played ping pong wif zong lin them all oso! hehez...den they suddenly said they wanna go swimming! wat the hell...I'm actually damn tired liaw by that time...but well...nvm la...i still went and played wif them! hehez...long time no sport wif them liaw mahh...so it's still worth!! Later......my leg cramped in the pool while swimming...-_-"....tat's damn freaking painful ya noe!? geez.....

Issue Analysis test for ENG!!

2007-04-03T06:23:00.000-07:00

aiyoyo....there are 6 topics for my english issue analysis test, which is an oral test, but i only study 4 topics because I don't have enough time to finish all....and what do you know....I kena the topic tat i din study...-_-" .....what a luk! damn bad luk la today......somemore I hafta prepare for the other assignments